"Things would've been better off without me". but it hurt me, I've cried to him and eeggee. My mental health would be much more improved if they never stepped into my life after the first server was deleted.Īnd Tak just started belittling and mocking me, I don't even know why they started to hate me all of a sudden. Lucis a manipulative lying prick who's an abusive asshole to me all the time, but act nice to try and keep me from keeping them banned on the main ctp server. I've done so much to help, to try and make things right, but all I get in return is hatred and malice. Hell, the other day when I got home from school, i walked into my parents room and looked at my dad's shotgun on the wall and thought "what if." lately I've just had a sense of hopelessness. I can't handle constantly being invalidated and belittled by everyone. I'm leaving this fucked, useless, abusive community.
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